It's like being the parents in one of those Youtube videos where they think their troubled child is, deep down, just a little misunderstood and has all this potential and is actually going to go to college on a scholarship and become a lawyer, then all of a sudden they're in the police station...
Mama told me not to take what was given
Just try to survive
So don't judge me for the life I'm living
At least I'm still alive
I always wanted to be something better
I always wanted to shine
And now I know I can't deny my nature
I've got something to hide
I've got a secret