Good to have you aboard Shadow. I enjoy reading your posts and contributions to the Forum. I am glad you now have sought help. That is the first and hardest step. Well done.I want to share with you guys just 1 of 1000s of feeling I get when I suffer from this illness. My mental issues arose as a secondary condition , from a primary condition that I have.
The cause, a car accident with a truck, I drove the truck. I had no physical injures, I was higher up. Nothing I saw scared me or alarmed me. There was no initial mental scares. Within 2 weeks of the accident my first experience was, best described as starving to sleep. I took 1 year to seek help. I wish I never waited. I thought like everything , I can shrug it off. Not this time.
What do I put it down to , looking back, It was the whip lash in the accident.
If this happens to you or someone you know, please see a doctor straight away, and tell them my story. This happens in the form of PTSD, never forget this, please.
When I hit the black side of life, nothing matters, I can’t post.
I can say if I’m on here, I can see light again, any offence I cause I won’t blame on my condition, that is me.