Doesn’t sound like a guy who has made a decision.
'and yes it will be the hardest decision of my life' sounds more like we are in the box seat. You rarely say that unless you putting in preleaving reasons.Sounds like a guy that is waiting for the I's to be dotted and the T's crossed but unsure which club that will be. Fingers crossed it's us
If he resigns fair enough but hel lose 1.2million. I know what I would do.